Confused.

My day has not been going good at all today. Here's what's going on: I went to school today and didn't want to be there so I left the school. Yeah, I just walked out the door. I know it probably wasn't the smartest thing to do, but I needed to get out of there. So I went to Walgreens, which is right by my school, to use the payphone. I called my mom and she was pissed at me. Oh well. So she had my aunt pick me up because her car is in the shop. My aunt got me and told me, like everyone else in my family, that she's disappointed with me. Blah, blah, blah. So when I went home my mom was yelling at me because I always get suspended or just walk out of school. She said that she wants to put me in a residential program because my behavior is 'self destructive.' She's talking about it with my teachers and therapist. Yeah, well, she can talk to them all she wants but I'm NOT going into a program. No way. I was in one before and they suck. It didn't even help me. It made me worse. So now everyone in my family hates me and to be honest I really don't care. I'm not going to change just because they want me to. I have to want to chage in order to change; and I don't want to. I like the way I am right now and don't want to change things. I don't care if other people don't like what I'm doing. They can't and won't stop me from doing what I want. Anyways, I gotta go, my mom's yelling at me... again.
Krista.