My family's drama.

I haven't cut in awhile and I can feel myself wanting to soo bad. Life's going all wrong and I don't know how to fix it. My mom and dad fighting non-stop is really bothering me. God, what I wouldn't do for a trip! Maybe tonight, maybe tonight. I just feel like I need to leave my stupid home & stupid family & put all of their stuid shit behind. My parents suck at life; they can't even support their children. I really feel like I can't do this anymore; I feel myself falling apart. I need to just relieve my internal pain and replace it with external pain. I can't do this. It's too hard to live. I am so depressed and, frankly, I don't think my parents care. I can't stand the constant fighting, lying, name-calling, drama, etc. My mom & dad can kiss my ass for all I care. They need to stop! They're acting like 7 years olds. Gimme a break; get over yourselves, mom and dad.
Whatever.
Razor blade... here I come!
xx